29 Oct 2007 9:28:00 pm

didn't really slp well last night.
had some random thoughts.

think i told a couple of ppl that i have this wish of dying at 30.
know its not really possible since i can't decide lest i commit suicide, smth i do not have the guts to do.
ppl usually think im kidding. its kinda early they say.
but i don't think so. reason being im very selfish. at 30, rents are around 60? i don't wish to see them leave me, i can't, no. i won't survive.
30's also the silly age where i think i'd get married, have kids and build a 'happy family'. nar, wld not want to go thru labour pain and get burdened with the chore of taking care of a kid/kids. simply too agonizing.

prepared to look back at this post using a palm sized laptop at 30 laughing at my silly thoughts. (:

better stop wishing for death at 30 else i'd find ppl killing me when i reach that age.
got this from a korean show i didn't quite understand.
smth abt who u want dead will be dead?! LOL! its too complicated and im pretty dumb.
ms koh has yet to explain it to me!

and no hx, sadly i didn't pee on my pants!
haven't kill you for pang-seh-ing me yet. HAUNT U LA!
quite shiok lo. watch in the dark, COLD, with supply of water, food and BANANA. HAHAHAH.
pwns eating with the landlord!

had english from 1pm to 5.30pm today.
GREAT. -_______________________-
durian jelly was not bad though. HAHA.